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It doesn't sound to me like she has any respect for your commitment to sorting out the relationship by refusing to talk to you about it. If she loved you, surely she'd be acutely aware of the problems between you and desperate to solve them? You say you'd do anything to save the relationship, it doesn't look to me like she feels the same way.
She gets pissed off at you when your jealousy is pricked? For one thing, if she loved you, wouldn't she find the attention flattering - as long as you're not going off the scale with the insane jealous bit. And for another, wouldn't she care enough about your feelings to do whatever she could to ease it?
And no, she shouldn't be excluding you from parts of your life as some kind of fucked up break-up insurance. If she loved you, wouldn't she be proud of you and want her friends to know you?
She calls you boring? That's not just unloving, that's disrespectful, and furthermore, it's bullying. If you guys are about to get married, you are probably going to have to live with that browbeating for the rest of your life, my friend.
On the face of it, her behaviour towards you is not what I would call loving. You have a right to expect parity of respect, over and above everything like affection, sex, commitment, etc. Love is built on mutual admiration and respect in my opinion, and if you're not getting respect, how can you be getting love?
Bottom line is, if you're asking whether she loves you or not, nobody here is going to be able to give you that answer. You hold all the facts, we don't. Only you can answer.
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