Annnnd the first update.
I just talked to her, and told her (kind of) how I feel. She already knows (kind of)...Ok, I suck. I fucking hate phones. I need face to face interaction or I just become a gibbering rambling moron. The good news is that I'm going to be going up there next weekend and will have ample opportunity to pour out my pathetic heart. So if I never post again, it's because I did something stupid or insulted someone and some psychotic Army Ranger ripped my limbs off and beat me to death.
Sidenote, thanks for the support and advice guys.
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