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If I waited till mourning to write this. I probably wouldn't. I seperated from sister almost 9 years ago. We live(d) 20 miles apart yet only saw each other 3-4 times a year. Time together was decent and bearable.
Today she died inside a car parked inside a small garage. She very rarely drives her ex's car. Nor was she going to drive it today. The garage door was locked. Yet she did put the keys in the visor. An accidental suicide?
A death as strange as the woman it happened to. Suprising yet not shocking. My last words with her was at the park for 4th july fireworks. It was breif and not really pleasant. They will be forever the words and actions we will ever share as the last.
Don't feel the regret of many years of useless hatred. I seperated my heart a decade ago. Now we have a permanent seperation. It shouldn't hurt me the way it has. Don't let yourself go through this pain. Put your heart into making life better for your family.
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