I agree with Xim... you are being underappreciated, you need to back the fuck off... I'm also spewing words that i'm having trouble following myself, so i really really know the difficulty you're having. She is able to have what she wants with you because you still want her involved in your life (obviously if you're very much in love with her still).
I believe it was Original King who suggested (from advice from a friend) to "Fuck them out"... give it a whirl? I dunno, it's gonna suck the big one for the short term... maybe that's what it'll take for both of you to realize more clearly what you want, then you can choose the best course of action to pursue your wants.
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