::insert standard 'girls suck' comment here::
Yes, this has happened to me too. Not to sound corny (or quote bad TV commercials), but living well is the best revenge. But don't, above anything else, try too hard at what you're doing, or try to purposefully hurt her.
I think the happiest point in my life is when I actually gave up on it. Not giving up on living - ie, suicide - but giving up on life as a social element. At that point, I stopped caring what people thought of me, what the future held, and any possible social consequences for my actions. I started doing things that I wanted to do, simply because I wanted to do them.
Enjoy your summer. Go have a wonderful time with your friends. Don't worry about her anymore. She'll always end up being on your mind, but don't let that control your feelings. In the fall, you might be back together. Or, equally possible, you'll be so confident in your new self that you won't want to take her back.
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"I've made only one mistake in my life. But I made it over and over and over. That was saying 'yes' when I meant 'no'. Forgive me."
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