guinnessgurl

I have had probably the worst week ever! I found out that my big brother (only sibling) is getting married and I won't be invited to the wedding (the ceremony Maybe, but definitely not the reception). I haven't even met his fiance and she's only a month older than me (I'm almost 19) and they've only been dating since winter, and they're getting married in May. not cool.
Secondly, I fount out that my mom has a cancerous tumor in her chest (not brest cancer, but rather lymphoma) and will have to start undergoing chemotherapy soon = very scary. And lastly, tonight my boyfriend of a year and a half (well a few days short of, our anniversary is on tuesday) broke up with me, which means I will soon have to start looking for another place to live and possible new jobs altogether in another town (right now we live together in a Very small town where he knows everybody - makes it very tough to stay). So needless to say, I've been in quite the emotional state and if I even start thinking about what it was like to see my mom in the hospital, I start bawling. Nothing else right now is more important than her and being there for her if she needs me (everything else is just icing on the cake so to speak). Who knew one person could have so many tears inside of them?

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