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Well I talked to her again a little bit today. It was hard. We talked about things a bit. She really says that she needs this time alone to do her thing. It's really hard to go from so much to so little.
We talked about keeping the communication lines open. She agrees that it is important, BUT she says that we can not talk as much as we did or the same thing will happen. She is worried that if we keep talking like we do then she won't feel like she is getting her time to herself to do her thing. So our communication is going down. She really says that she believes that we should keep things open, but just not as much or else she won't get that time she needs. Ugh it is really hard.
She kept telling me that she wants to try things with me when she gets back, and that doing this is necessary for us to work out in the long run. When we are together things are incredible, and she knows that, she does think that us being physically together will make things right again. I guess I just have to wait and see. The first couple weeks of July just flew by, but now it seems as though time has come to a standstill and it is just eating me up...
On a brighter note, I have lots of good plans for the week lined up so that should be a lot of fun. My friends have started taking bets on how long I will last as single, since I haven't made it past 2 weeks since I was 17. This time I am determined though, as I think I have something worth waiting for. However, I am not going to hold back when I go out. I am going to have fun, just not get into anything serious. I guess like all things time will work this out...
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"That's why you're the judge and I'm the law-talking guy."
Lionel Hutz
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