King.....Been there. Took about a week for the emotions to really kick in. I know I was extremely lucky to have a psycologist in the family (mom) as when I needed to release the anger, she helped me do so.
We will all deal with this sort of thing in our own ways, and by writting it down here you are getting rid of alot of negative shit.....good. I wish you the best, and will also offer an ear should you need it, just dont bottle this crap up, I did for awhile and it didn.t help at all.
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Holding onto anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. - Buddha
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