Im 26, and to be honest, the last 5 years of my life have been this way, I lost a lot of my confidence and I just kind of shut my way away from everyone else, and when I think of it it gets me really down that Im this old already and it feels like my life hasnt even started yet.
I think, really, you need to do whatever it takes to feel better, I dont know if drugs are a good idea, but maybe just to see a counseller and just talk everything through - I did that once and it helped me a little. When I was 19 I started getting panic attacks a lot, and I went to counselling and it helped me get over it.
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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