yea, i dont think it is absurd either, ive thought this way since i was a little kid, but when you really grasp life ending, not just life, but your experience, it is the scariest thing in the world, and if you have never been scared by it then you have never truly grasped it, i cant come to terms with it, all i can do is not think about it, pretend that ill be around forever, its easy to say "there is no after life, i get it," but then one day you really will get it, not that its hard to get, and you'll feel it in your bowels
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