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i live for life.
I used to have a very grim outlook on things, allmost nihilistic, and death was sort of a given for me, a "neh, whatever". Now im terrified of it. At the age of 18 im feeling time is running out on me, i need to live life to the fullest, only sorround myself with happy and positive people/things/memories. When you die you turn into dust, there is no intelectual process still running, you arent reflecting on your life, you are nothing and nowhere. That is what scares me, not to feel happy, sad, pain, regret and any other human emotions again.
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