guinnessgurl

So my boyfriend just recently told me that he's been doing a lot of thinking lately and while he still doesn't know exactly what he wants, he's starting to feel like maybe he wants to move out (right now, we live together). His reasons, as explained to me, for wanting this, are because he's started to feel like maybe he's been missing out on something because he never got the chance to live with a good buddy or a group of roommates or something. We both moved out of our parents homes and in with each other....and while I do sometimes wonder about what it would be like to live with a good girlfriend or a group of chicks, I'm completely happy where I am right now and don't want to change it. My bf said it also had something to do with the fact that he is looking into going to school (either in jan, or next sep) and would therefore live with his grandparents while doing so (to save on money), which basically renders me homeless regardless. I don't know what to do! I love him so much and don't want to live with anyone but him, yet somehow I can't help feeling like this is the beginning of the end. He says that he still loves me and would want to stay together even if we weren't living together, but I just don't know if i can do that....Already, its been tearing me up inside to think of him not wanting to live with me anymore. I can't stop crying, I'm smoking way too much, all I want to do is lie in bed and not face the world, except I get up for work every single day (yes, seven days a week - i work two jobs) and do it anyways.....I'm breaking inside, and I don't know what to do to preserve whatever I have left. And to make it worse, on his part, this is all speculation, but if i know him like i think I do, he's really not happy, and these feelings will just arise again sooner or later if he ignores them now and I can't bear to just wait around for that to happen.....

What would you do?

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