I just went through kinda the same. I was with my ex for 4 years and lived with her for three and a half of them. I'm was 23 when we met and she was 18. She was the first gorl that I actually have ever loved. Everything was great for the first three years then it went down hill in a hand basket. I don't know what went wrong but she 'fell' out of love with me I guess. Hell she had it made. Didn't work but went to school, I paid for EVERYTHING, never cheated on her, took her all kinds of places and I mean this girl had it made in the shade. I didn't find out till we broke it off for the third time but she had cheated on me with 7 of my friends. Well no longer friends now. But I had bad dreams and good dreams about her for almost a year. I'm finally over it all and have moved on. So I guess all I'm trying to tell you is that it takes time man. It sucks but I guess it's just part of life.
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