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Wow...thanks you guys so much for the advice!
Breaking up with him over the phone was the last way I thought we would ever end our relationship. The last time I saw him, I thought we would be getting together within the next couple weeks. My last memory of him was kissing him goodbye, without knowing it would be the last. I never saw him after that. It's like the wind came, picked him up and carried him away, or he died. I had a boyfriend of seven years and he disappeared in an instant...where did he go?
I guess I do have some issues to talk about with him. I did however reach out to him over a year ago through email. It took him 2 weeks to respond to it. I don't think I could go through the 'wait and see' if he chooses to write back.
So I think this time, I will pour my heart out into a letter, and then throw it out. I need to concentrate on now and stop drowning myself with the past. I have a new boyfriend, who even talked about this with me. He told me, "I don't like you contacting him, but if it will help you out, then I support you"
Again, thank you for the advice.
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