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i never got the opportunity to close the door properly and an ex haunts me to this day.
I call it Lancelot's wound because while it may have healed it has not fully healed.
What did it take to get over it? Nothing but time. One day I stopped thinking about her... I'm now married for 2 years, but does it mean that I don't love my wife when I think of this lost love late at night when I'm still awake and the wife is sleeping? No it doesn't I just means that I'm a passionate loving and caring person.
She finally did contact me after 9/11 it was a bit weird to talk to her again, but we did talk a little and caught up a little she did apologize for being the nasty bitch when we broke up which did help a little, but I did not seek out to talk to her she found me because she was worried about me after the towers fell, and we've not spoken ever since, but I still think about her because she was a part of a very important part of me growing up.
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I don't care if you are black, white, purple, green, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, hippie, cop, bum, admin, user, English, Irish, French, Catholic, Protestant, Jewish, Buddhist, Muslim, indian, cowboy, tall, short, fat, skinny, emo, punk, mod, rocker, straight, gay, lesbian, jock, nerd, geek, Democrat, Republican, Libertarian, Independent, driver, pedestrian, or bicyclist, either you're an asshole or you're not.
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