7 years is a long time to be in a relationship with someone, you can't expect to get them out of your head overnight.
Since the original boyfriend has been out of your line of vision, you are probably only remembering the good times, so it's easy to romanticize someone, I'm sure there were bad things to.
What do you think it will take to get the seven year wonder out of your head and heart? Seeing him one more time to realize that you aren't missing anything. Knowing you are better off without him?
Write him a letter, one that you don't have to mail, and say everything in that letter that you want to say, tell him how much he hurt you, how he made you feel, yell at him if you want to, just get it all out of your system, so you can move on.
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Free your heart from hatred. Free your mind from worries. Live simply. Give more. Expect less.
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