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I first started thinking about this probably a year and a half ago. I didn't really start looking for someone for another six months. Now, I'm not incredibly open about looking for a girl but it's also not a secret with most people I know. Anyway, in the past year I've managed to kiss quite a few girls (lots of naked parties... ahh the joys of college). I was a third party to one of my lesbian friends and her gf (8 mos ago), but unfortunately my bf was out of town. Until last night that was the only time I had been with a girl. Last night was interesting to say the least.. but it basically boiled down to my bf and I going to a party with some people from his work, everyone getting smashed, me and a girl in a random bedroom, me and bf taking this girl home and getting very little sleep. Definately not what I was expecting from the night!
Tinker, I'm sorry but I don't really know what to tell you. I don't think your fantasy is an unusual one by any means. There are lots of girls out there who fantasize about that (even if they all don't admit it). I can say that any time anything with a girl has even been a possibility with me, alcohol was involved. I wish I could do it sober but I can't even flirt with a guy sober, much less try to pick up a girl.
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