The Struggling
The Struggling
by
Dano069
I struggle, each day
Not wanting to believe
That my life has changed so
That the desire to die is so strong.
Cheer up, happy, happy, joy, joy
Why can't you just be happy.
I don't know.
I haven't been happy in so long, I've forgotten.
Wife, kids, family
They bring joy.
But, it's temporary
And the responsibilities are overwhelming
Can I keep it together?
Will I just snap?
Questions, questions, questions
And I don't have the answers.
Life is wearing me down.
My dreams and hopes crushed
Beyond repair, beyond redemption, beyond help
Why can't you just be happy?
I don't know, and yet, I struggle on.
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I may look attentive, but I'm taking peeks down your blouse faster than the human eye can follow.
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