ElwoodBlues

Not sure if this is the right forum for this, but

I've been with my girlfriend for 6 months now. I love her more than life itself. And she thinks I'm the greatest thing since sliced bread

Today, an old work friend of mine, Danielle, IMed me, and said she had some friends over, and asked if I wanted to come chill with them. I, being my bored self, said ok.

I got there, and friends started leaving, until there was only one friend left. When this one friend went outside to smoke a butt, Danielle started trying to kiss me. I kept moving away, and trying to back away from her without being voilent, but eventually she managed to kiss me.

Immediately I left and broke into tears. I cried the entire way home, and I'm still teary eyed. I don't know what to do. If I tell my girlfriend, it will absolutely break her heart. And I can't stand to hurt her. But if I don't tell her, It will be lying, and I'll hold this guilty conscience for the rest of our relationship. I love her so much, and this tears me apart that I let this happen. I don't know what to do.

I feel like the worlds biggest scumbag right now. I hate myself, I don't deserve my girlfriend, I don't deserve to live. I'm so lost

If anyone can offer me any advice, it is much appreciated. I need some help in calming down becoming rational again