God damn it. My girlfriend and I were almost completely naked on my bed just really getting into things and my fucking dad knocks on the door. She ran to the bathroom real quick and I threw on my pants and shirt and answered the door. My dad and his girlfriend were there because they had some clean towels or some shit that the wanted to give me. Fuck that.
I know this isn't a big deal, but I'm posting this right now and this is how I feel. My girlfriend and I get to see each other so little and it just blows when a whole night is gone like this. When my dad realized my girlfriend was over he seemed kind of sorry that he knocked on the door, but whatever.
I'm not mad that I didn't get to get off. I just hate it when I can't have a good night with my girlfriend with no fucking interruptions. It completely ruins the mood. I told her I was sorry but she laughed and said she didn't care. She had to leave soon anyway so she just took off.
It seems like it is impossible for us to have a good, mature, eventful night without some petty shit happening to ruin it. Granted we're only seniors in highschool and most 18 year-olds don't have their own houses, but it still sucks. I hate to be reminded that I still live at home and that in many ways we're still just kids. I hate that because I know we're much more above it and we always have such a fucking unbelievebly awesome time when we get the rare occasion that no one else (friends, family, etc.) are around.
Ok - sorry for the rant... I'm just here in my room alone now and you guys are the only ones I can vent to
