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Old 05-31-2004, 06:56 PM   #8 (permalink)
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For the last couple of years I have lacked self confidence, I have had fear over come me in key spots. I've had trouble doing things which were once very easy for me. Recently, I have realzied that I do know what's right and what's wrong. That I do know that I should never let fear overcome me. That I do know that I am very talented. But when push comes to shove, it's almost like I get ignored, and my body has a mind of its own. I have trouble controlling thoughts. I often get stuck thinking about things which drive me crazy, even though I try as hard as I can not to think about it. I used to feel like I lacked proper information, and that's why I lacked in some of these areas. But I know what should be done, I know how it should be done, neverthe less I lose complete control, and my mind basically runs the show and does the opposite of what I know is right. The worst part is, I feel powerless.
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