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I know that all. I honestly and truly love my girlfriend. I think she's fabulous to no end. And I truly want a good, honest, solid relationship with her. Which is why I don't think I'll act on my other impulses.
I'm sorry if it sounded like I didn't care about them. I truly care about them both. I don't want to hurt anyone, and I think I know how that can be done, but I can't help having my impulses. I've just been known to make bad decisions in the past, so I'm doing my absolute best to make the right decision here.
I know this isn't happening to me. Believe me, I know that this is entirely up to me. (Why do you think I'm having such a hard time with it? Heh) I just am having a terribly difficult time keeping my meandering, uncertain, probably shallow desires from invading my real ones.
Thanks for your honesty, though. I'm trying to keep honest, too.
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