So two of my coworkers just had babies. And they are the cutest things ever! The thing is, I HATE kids. I really do. I worked at a movie theatre, hostessed at a restaurant and now I work retail. I have learned to hate kids.
But the issue is, when those babies were brought in and shown off, I got all teary eyed and emotional and stuff. I've been thinking about it and basically arrived to the conclusion that if the boyfriend had a fantabulous job and could afford it, I would quit school and have a kid. YIKES! I'm only 18! I'm not supposed to get all maternal yet, am I? I mean, I just graduated high school, moved across the state to go to college and we've only been living together for a year (collective relationship time - three years come July). Can I just blame it on my shot being due soon? I don't know what to do. The feelings just keep getting stronger. And I know if I quit school, my mom would kill me and I think I'd regret it. I don't know how you guys could help me out, but I thank you in advance for trying
