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Perhaps I am one of many who believe in the conceited idea of "the one". But still I don't understand how you could feel such deep emotions for one person and then say you feel them for another. Like I said I have never felt so deeply for someone as I do for him but he has said what he feels for me, he has felt before. Then how does he know it's real? How does he know that we will last? I mean I am still in high school and he is in college. There is a lot of difference between the two of us. He will be out of school a few years before I and ready to start a life while I still have school to finish. I don't see him waiting on me despite what he says. The thought of him proposing to me is always enough to make my heart melt I am just having doubt in the idea that we will make it to that point. And this is not all about the idea of "marriage", it's about the idea that as one member posted that I have "wet feet". I am just nervous and maybe I am the one with the problem not him. Perhaps I am just scared with the idea of an actual "commitment" and someone being so serious about me.
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