Do you remember..?
..the first time you masturbated and had an orgasm?
I was discussing this with my loverboy yesterday and thought it was really weird that he didn't remember the first time he had an orgasm from masturbating. How could one forget?! I sure as hell remember because it was such a special, new and intense feeling + I came twice the first time I tried it...
have you forgotten or do you remember?
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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