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Originally posted by Averett
Wow.. I'd be pretty pissed off if I spent a lot of time talking to somebody and he turned out to be putting on a fake persona the whole time. Let alone a fake picture.
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yes, I understand this... and every time we talk and I dont come clean just makes it worse and worse,,, I get that I am the one to blame here, I honestly never meant it, I didnt do it intentionally, but I have so there is no value in saying that, and I have carried on cos I was too pussy to admit I was lying at the start for at least 3 months.
So, yeah, I am a piece of shit, I know, I know... and I'm still too pussy to come out and say it to her, I just need to make it over and make a fresh start and not fuck up something that could mean something by being such a dick again.
Seriously, I want to end the whole thing in a way that wont hurt her at all if I can... I'm just too much of a pussy to step up and be honest, maybe I should, but I need to do it when Im sober tomorrow at least...
I think youre right... I dont really deserve to try and get out of it saving face, I should just be truthful and let her hate me, it will be over v quick and she can draw a certain righteousness from the fact I am a wanker that she never should have wasted any time on anyway...
I mean, seriously, I do understand that I am the big shit here...