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long distance, internet relationships
Ok, cos there is this girl, who I have never met, and who lives in Cali, and I am in the UK, so you can see, that this could never work, this could never work out in any way that would be good, this would just create a false relationship, this would just be an illusion, this would just be a way for me to keeping hiding from taking the responsibility to go out and have a normal relationship with a girl.
But the thing is, I feel like I am do have some feelings for her, I really like talking to her, we have voice chatted and stuff on AIM, and I just, thinking about her makes me happy, and she acts likes she really cares about me, and she is really, I mean,,,, I just need someone to tell me it isnt going to work, that Im being stupid, I need some perspective I think, cos my logical thoughts keep getting overtaking by this feeling
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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