I'm a little confused as to how your best friend could not be aware that you might feel awkward in this position, but that's really neither here nor there. As has been said, it's ultimately your decision...but you might get something out of hanging out with your ex without being *with* her. Sometimes that's what it takes to get some closure. Just remember : she's really not *that* hot or funny. When one door is closed, another opens.
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