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I never had Internet at my home growing up so it wasn't an issue. My friends and I would get a hold of an old penthouse or Playboy and be quite happy. While in the military, the idea of hookers-(I was overseas) was wonderful and I took full advantage of it, plus sex was almost free for me. That took care of the mechanical needs while still young and taught me a great deal. When I came back, I always stayed in long term relationships where there were no children present, and a view hear and there was no big deal. What is kind of ironic now is the fact that I would of never even conceived the fact that somehow I would actually become involved in the areas of BDSM...
I had a general guilt about sexually like everyone else while growing up and well into my late 30s. With the help of learning about myself, finding the partner that is truly someone I can share everything with, NO TABOO's...sort of speak. I we/I can not only explore the guilty pleasures, we thrive on it, when we have the chance.
My final thought on this matter is I do believe there is a time and a place for viewing/enjoying and engaging my sexually pleasures along with my subby. We have made it less guilty with less taboos. And that makes our life a bit less stifling and more enjoyable from a sexual standpoint. We kind took that guilt we were riddled with and peeled back a few layers.
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LEATHER, LATEX and LACE "SSC"
"Nothing That Gives Pleasure is Bad"
Quality is for those who know
what they want and are at peace with what they have.
"S/M is about emotion; the erotic tension between my impulse toward something and my resistance against it."-- Virginia Barker
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