My current boyfriend told me that he had the exact same problem when he was younger. He felt great during the act but then afterwards he felt nothing but guilt.
He thinks that the reason was that he never got the whole deal about sex explained by his parents and so he probably got the idea that sex was a dirty/bad thing since his parents didn't talk to him about it...
he told me, though, that the guilt disappeared after a while. I guess he figured out that sex is a perfectly natural/healthy thing
I don't know if that's the deal with you too because I don't know your background or current situation but just give it some time and see if it doesn't eventually fade away 
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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