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I had a two year relationship with my ex and it ended with her deciding that she needed time to find herself. She wanted me to remain as a friend and I did. For the first few months I tryed continously to get back with her. She told me she still loved me. Wondering why we couldn't work with whatever she was going through together. It did nothing but annoyed her, for I believe she felt that I was not respecting her wishes. I tried to remain her friend, hoping for the day that she'll return to me...but it was just too painful, the most pain I had ever felt in my entire life. It went on for awhile until I could no longer bare it, I silently went away without saying goodbye and never contacted her again. It was by far very difficult to get over her and it has been a year now and I'm unsure if I see her again now would I still have feelings. I try to put the situation in a different perspective, if it really was meant to be then perhaps in the future it might happen. I'm not throwing the love i have for her away, simply setting it aside because the timing is not right.
I understand that it is very hard for you especially since she did say that she still loved you, something that prevents closure. Give yourself some time, it'll heal..that's my promise to you. When you break up with someone you have great feelings for, you usually dont want anyone else but really there will be other girls out there for you. Relationships are just apart of the experiences we get in life.
If you need something to get your mind off, I can suggest weightlifting. It'll rebuild your confidence and it is a great antidepressant. I hope you feel better and wish you the best.
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