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So I've been talking to her in the past few days and I'm pretty sure that whatever she was feeling about me has dwindled to nothing. Don't really know how I feel about anything right now. I understand that she may not be the only girl in the world, but I'm quite certain that she's the only one I will feel that way for. I don't know how to explain it because it certainly doesn't sound logical. I'd really like to stay her friend but then I know as long as I feel this way I'm not sure if thats possible. I just wish there was some way I could show her how much I truly do love her. Would that change anything? Probably not. I'm certainly not making things easy on her. I'm in a constant state of turmoil and pretty much hassling her to do something. What it is I'm hassling her to do even I don't know. She loves him more. And thats all she wrote. Life goes on.
I really appreciate the feedback I've gotten so far and ask that if you have any more words to add, please do so.
[/ramblings of a madman]
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