Wow...
I'm praying for you.
This isn't in comparison but this year a person I thought I would be with for the rest of my life left me for no reason. I went through a haze of drinking every second night and almost flunking out of every class. My mom and dad were divorced half way through this haze and most days, instead of going out with my friends, I would just lay on my bead and breathe, and think about how much pain I was in.
Tough times pass, I know what really brought me out of it was, one, giving up drinking and sex because it just seems to leave me empty. Two, I started to go to church and now God takes care of me and three, I cried... alot, for hours at a time. I'm a football player, six foot four and 249. It helps alot, it releases everything that your holding to.
Good luck friend and PM if you ever want to talk to me. Again, I'm praying for you!
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EX: Whats new?
ME: I officially love coffee more then you now.
EX: uh...
ME: So, not much.
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