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There are two people in my life that I open up to. One I open up 100%, and the other I'm 98% open with. I'm honest with everyone, but being 'open' is different for me. I know that I can tell my boyfriend anything without fear. In my last relationship I was constantly worried about pissing off my boyfriend, and him being mad at me.
My current boyfriend takes me as I am. Doesn't 'expect' a certain thing out of me, and he's as open with me as I am with him. It's so easy for me to open up to him that it would kill me not to.
I've always hidden a piece of myself from everyone. There's always been a little bit of me that I was afraid to show because I didn't want to be vulnerable. My parents hardly know who I am. The rest of my family... well... they barely know I exist. They know the happy -smiley -nothing -wrong -the -world -is- perfect me. They'll never know any different, because I won't let them.
It's hard for me to trust people. I'd mostly rather listen to other people opening up, and learn about them than let them into my head.
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Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly-Rose Franken
.... absence makes me miss him more...
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