need advise on office crush....
alright well i met this girl at work......she was actually in my training class when i started since she aswell started on the same day. ever since the first day i met her i've had my eye of her. she's not like knock out gorgeous but she like girl next door hot. she's funny, loves to laugh, has a killer smile but at the same time her and i have sat down and really had some deep conversation. best of all she's single and if you've read my earlier posts you would know that i always end up hooking up with chicks that are already taken. anyways...her and i over the past couple weeks have gone out quite a bit. whether to a bar for drinks, lunch or dinner. we share alot in common like music, places of interest, we both have lots of friends, and just love to be dumb with eachother. she is also a very giving girl who always insists on paying everything for me but that goes both ways, we always take care of eachother.
ok so from what i can remember since when we drink we usually end up pretty drunk is that i think we've kissed a couple times and i know she's been the one to intiate. when she's drunk she has these conversations with me asking me why i don't like her and that she really likes me but what does this all mean?
i just don't understand girls when it comes down to it but put it this way......i would hang out with this girl regardless of whatever happens because i do think she's really cool. oh yeah did i mention that just about every guy at my new job wants her? yeah but it seems i'm the only one she really talks to and hangs out with.
i was just thinking to myself....i should probably just take it slow since i wouldn't want to fuck things up by just going for it and then making things at work awkward. i think it would be best to get to know her alot better and then see if its even worth trying to have a relationship with this girl.....well that is if she would even have me because i would consider myself to be very lucky.
alright i'm done venting about this....any thoughts?
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whadata my damie.
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