dear god woman, would you just stop and listen to yourself. This is a pure self worth issue. If I was with someone and they said they didn't like specific things about my body I'd kick them the hell out of the door. There is nothing more "submissive" (for lack of a better word) than stripping away the outer shell and showing your partner who you are in the flesh and blood. For that other person to to disparage that act in the way your b/f did is a completely separate issue about his feelings towards you.
I feel like I'm missing something, as I can't believe that you admit you'll still give him head. Christ on a stick, go find someone that treats you with a little respect.
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