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I wouldn't get in bed with someone who showed such a lack of respect for me and my body. I'd tell him to fuck off. But that's not what you did. You gave him a BJ. Obviously he doesn't think you're so repulsive that he doesn't want to sleep with you. If he apologized and sincerely meant it and you can forgive him, then try and move on as best you can. Don't accept his apology and then wallow in self pity.
I don't know your situation. If you think he had a momentary lapse of judgement and you still want to be with him, then forgive him and move on. Don't pretend to forgive him and then use this as leverage in future conflicts. If you don't think you can ever be naked in front of him again, then dump his ass and find someone who won't make you feel worthless. The last thing you should do is sit around and obsess about how ugly you think he thinks you are.
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