It's really easy to sit here and tell you that you're fine the way you are and that you shouldn't need to alter your appearance to conform to some arbitrary definition of beauty. It's another thing entirely for you, or anyone for that matter, to put said philosophy into practice.
I don't know you so i can't really tell why you feel ashamed and worthless. Why do you think you feel ashamed and worthless? Surely you know that the little area under the eyes and stomach scars don't define you as a human being. Maybe you feel like your boyfriend doesn't think that you're attractive? Is this something that might get in the way of your relationship with him or was it just the ramblings of an insensitive drunk?
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