I'm so shy I dodge remarks or sexual actions toward me and think of them as too harmful. Only a few people have gotten past my defense, but even then they tread carefully. It's like I'm destined to be alone and I hate every single minute of it. I tell myself to ask someone out, my mind replies "No point." "Why not? There's sex involved." "The relationship won't last long. You're only in High School." and so on. But anyway, do what's good and start talking to him, maybe not your feelings at first but maybe some random event or something.
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