Thanks for all your input. I think a lot of things were things I sorta realized, but just needed a push to really believe it.
Also, when I first wrote the entry, I never really thought the whole loss of virginity could have such a huge influence. In fact, it was an afterthought when I added that piece of information. But now that you guys mention it, I think it probably *has* affected me much more than I realized, on a more subconscious level.
Thanks again
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