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Sounds like you feel guilty about almost completely gettin gover the loss of R when she told you that you were the first person who she was in a relationship with that didn't turn out to be dysfunctional. Besides that, the nostalgia that you feel when you think about the first girl you had sex with clouds your judgement. You have to get over it and move on, and suppress that little voice in your head that wants you to think that it could still work out when she comes back, if she just breaks up with her new guy and falls back in love with you.
This isn't one of those chick flicks that she dragged you to see, it isn't going to happen, you just need to move on and stay with the person you're with now. You're happy, don't risk the happiness because of a miniscule chance that you might be happier. Even if it happens, you won't be happier.
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