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I suppose I'm questioning the way I'm feeling right now...shouldn't I feel sad, lonely, broken-hearted, something? I mean I really don't...
Truth be told, I think we've been just 'coasting' for a long time. We really don't do much together anymore, we're just like old married people. Sure - I'm glad she's here, its nice to have someone around, but we don't have that 'thing' anymore.
Besides that - she's 7 years younger that me and she's never been married. I've been married twice already, and I'm not even close to being interested in getting married again. Of course this is a problem for her - more and more lately. She really wants to get married, and I can't say that I blame her. Bottom line is I'm just not ready, and am not going to commit right now.
I do love her...she's everything- smart, pretty, funny, etc...I just thought it would be a different feeling if we ever broke up.
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