Ok.
First of all, get rid of the pictures you've taken. You can always take more in the foreseeable future, but I'd get rid of them for now. I don't see how you can look at them anyway - for the time being - without being reminded of what you did.
#2. Don't even think about confessing it all to her. That's "girl logic" and it doesn't work in this situation. You didn't cheat on her, you did betray a trust though and lied, which as and in itself comes close enough. The only reason you would tell her all of it now would be to make yourself feel better. It would not be for her or for the relationship. Don't even kid yourself about her having the right to know. She knows all she needs to know already.
She forgave you. Get rid of the pictures, go for a walk with her, get a dog, something. Start living again and this will be but a mistake you made, got past and hopefully learned from.
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