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alpha · 03-01-2004, 09:15 AM

Once again the weekend is over and I'm back in the army from my holidays. Once again the weekend ended like it does every now and then.. me inbetween my girlfriends spread legs, angry and depressed because I couldn't do it. I couldn't get it up.

I suffer from prostatitis, an "infection" of the prostate which has caused me erection problems ever since I started having sex. Think about it, a 19 year old guy with erection problems. Is there anything more pathetic?

Anyways.. I've dated her for almost a year and a half, and always during our relationship I've had these problems. Usually there's no problem and the sex is even good. But too often I can't do it, and I can't help getting really angry and depressed about it.. My girlfriends so sweet and understanding but what's bothering me is that I want to be good to her, I WANT to be a good lover.. I used Viagra for a while which worked, but I don't wanna anymore.. Again, what's more pathetic than I guy under 20 using Viagra?

It's a vicious circle.. I can't get it up and I get depressed.. I can't get it up BECAUSE I'm depressed.

Somehow I always keep going, try to not think about it, try to concentrate on the essential (I know sex isn't everything in a relationship).. but now I just want this problem to go away. Doctors can't do anything about prostatitis.. they don't know enough. I'm not even sure if it's the main reason.. maybe it's mental now that it's gone this far.. and I really don't know what to do about it. I don't want this to ruin what I have.. I love my girlfriend so much. But I hate embarrasing myself again and again... Having to concentrate on your erection takes all enjoyment away from the sex...

I want to get over this.

03-01-2004, 09:15 AM	#1 (permalink)
alpha Insane Location: Finland	How to get over this? Once again the weekend is over and I'm back in the army from my holidays. Once again the weekend ended like it does every now and then.. me inbetween my girlfriends spread legs, angry and depressed because I couldn't do it. I couldn't get it up. I suffer from prostatitis, an "infection" of the prostate which has caused me erection problems ever since I started having sex. Think about it, a 19 year old guy with erection problems. Is there anything more pathetic? Anyways.. I've dated her for almost a year and a half, and always during our relationship I've had these problems. Usually there's no problem and the sex is even good. But too often I can't do it, and I can't help getting really angry and depressed about it.. My girlfriends so sweet and understanding but what's bothering me is that I want to be good to her, I WANT to be a good lover.. I used Viagra for a while which worked, but I don't wanna anymore.. Again, what's more pathetic than I guy under 20 using Viagra? It's a vicious circle.. I can't get it up and I get depressed.. I can't get it up BECAUSE I'm depressed. Somehow I always keep going, try to not think about it, try to concentrate on the essential (I know sex isn't everything in a relationship).. but now I just want this problem to go away. Doctors can't do anything about prostatitis.. they don't know enough. I'm not even sure if it's the main reason.. maybe it's mental now that it's gone this far.. and I really don't know what to do about it. I don't want this to ruin what I have.. I love my girlfriend so much. But I hate embarrasing myself again and again... Having to concentrate on your erection takes all enjoyment away from the sex... I want to get over this.