ultimateending

okay well thanks to you guys ive finally started to put my ex in the past. and im very greatful for that. now i was speaking of another chick i met, and how it felt great. now im starting to second guess things with this new chick.

its werid becuase today a freind of mine was showing me the link sn thing on aim. so i was like what the heck lemme try it. so now i hung out with this chick for the third time. it was alrite, def not the best time we had. saw a movie and i took her hand as we left the movie, so i figured she just wanted to watch the movie thought nothing of it. yakno hooked up when we left its all good.

i get home and after some time realize that shes blocking me, so i look into it somemore and it seems that soon as she signed on she blocked me ( i was away). Now that i think back its been a little shady shes always buisy with stuff but i respect that shes got work to do. but i dont think ive ever talked to her the same day after we hung out. It seems like she always wants to be the one iniating things. im starting to think maybe its me and im having just shytty luck with girls..

sigh still cant wait for college.