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irseg · 08-07-2004, 06:03 PM

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Originally posted by theman52
Yes. That exact thing happened to me. One time I got INSANELY sick for a week, had a horribly feaver and one night I could not sleep at all. I had all this shit going through my head about what would happen if I burned down the house, what we would do to live, and what would happen to me for doing it, and all this crazy stuff. .... And since I was half asleep it was basically a dream that I was experiencing.

Did you take a bunch of cough syrup by any chance? DXM will cause weird waking dream stuff like that. One time I got really sick and took too much Robitussin. I was sitting at my computer in the office, having IM conversations with people, walking around, etc. Then I had a sudden realization that I actually had my head down on the desk and was just imagining it all. That was definitely odd.

ManWithAPlan · 08-07-2004, 07:24 PM

if i stay up too late talking on aim, or if i have an argument on aim i will have dreams of talking to them, one time i actually reached up and started typing against my bedstand in my sleep....

it's really annoying because sometimes i'm not sure if things actually happened or not

h2ogo69 · 08-13-2004, 11:04 PM

i usually take it out on my own body

ManWithAPlan · 08-14-2004, 03:20 AM

one time a while ago i woke up in the middle of the night and started pounding on my chest (like in the movie fear). so i had a nice big bruise there. another time i choked myself with my hand until i was almost unconcious so i could finally get some sleep... the drama of being a teenager, lol.

Apokx · 08-20-2004, 01:49 PM

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Originally Posted by analog

No... those people are called drunk assholes... there's a huge difference.

EDIT: Oh, and as for the topic of the thread- Yes. My mind thinks up horrible things to act out on others all the time. I have to constantly be conscious of it and not let them become reality. Yes, if you're thinking that's a scary thought, you're right.

You should probably get counseling,you know,before one of your fantasies becomes reality.

ManWithAPlan · 08-20-2004, 01:52 PM

lets not be judgemental and intolerant?

Apokx · 08-20-2004, 02:39 PM

Actually,it was more concern for himself and others.Feeling destructive is normal,but his post was worded as "I have to constantly be conscious of it and not let them become reality" which worried me.

08-23-2004, 04:45 AM

I kind of wondered if anyone else ever had those thoughts.... at least I know I'm either a) not completely nuts or b) just as nuts as a bunch of other nuts. I can be looking at someone or talking to someone and the thought of pummeling them just pops into my head. Never done anything but it kind of weirds me out. Maybe they got it coming, dunno...

ManWithAPlan · 08-23-2004, 04:48 AM

i don't know, but yesterday i reached a new low... i was at one point too angry to even want to break something (i never knew i could be that angry). then i had a very nerve-racking experience and afterwards i tumbled out of my chair when trying to get up and started convulsing on the floor... i kinda wanna go back to breaking stuff.

Jonsgirl · 08-23-2004, 12:54 PM

How about a sudden and compelling urge to be spiteful?
I mean, I don't *really* want to destroy my husband, but I wouldn't mind a little emotional beat down going his way.

ManWithAPlan · 08-23-2004, 01:40 PM

that's horrible. women who use mind warfare have a special section on my shitlist =/.

honestly, all i hear from women is that they want men to be straightforward and open about their feelings. well it goes both ways, if you're going to play mind games then that doesn't give us a reason to expose ourselves.

absen|t · 08-24-2004, 05:31 PM

stop with the emotional beating, wen my girl does that it messes with my head, drives me mad. women are too good at that, i mean men we just use our bodys to fight women use there minds and kick our buttsz

ManWithAPlan · 08-24-2004, 06:49 PM

i find that commend disempowering to my manhood. i can use mind warface just as well as a girl. i just choose not to.

08-07-2004, 07:24 PM	#42 (permalink)
ManWithAPlan Addict Location: M[ass]achusetts	if i stay up too late talking on aim, or if i have an argument on aim i will have dreams of talking to them, one time i actually reached up and started typing against my bedstand in my sleep.... it's really annoying because sometimes i'm not sure if things actually happened or not __________________ In the end we are but wisps

08-14-2004, 03:20 AM	#44 (permalink)
ManWithAPlan Addict Location: M[ass]achusetts	one time a while ago i woke up in the middle of the night and started pounding on my chest (like in the movie fear). so i had a nice big bruise there. another time i choked myself with my hand until i was almost unconcious so i could finally get some sleep... the drama of being a teenager, lol. __________________ In the end we are but wisps

08-20-2004, 01:52 PM	#46 (permalink)
ManWithAPlan Addict Location: M[ass]achusetts	lets not be judgemental and intolerant? __________________ In the end we are but wisps

08-23-2004, 04:48 AM	#49 (permalink)
ManWithAPlan Addict Location: M[ass]achusetts	i don't know, but yesterday i reached a new low... i was at one point too angry to even want to break something (i never knew i could be that angry). then i had a very nerve-racking experience and afterwards i tumbled out of my chair when trying to get up and started convulsing on the floor... i kinda wanna go back to breaking stuff. __________________ In the end we are but wisps

08-23-2004, 12:54 PM	#50 (permalink)
Jonsgirl Semi-Atomic Location: Home.	How about a sudden and compelling urge to be spiteful? I mean, I don't really want to destroy my husband, but I wouldn't mind a little emotional beat down going his way. __________________ Someday, someone will best me. But it won't be today, and it won't be you.

08-13-2004, 11:04 PM	#43 (permalink)
h2ogo69 Banned	i usually take it out on my own body

08-20-2004, 02:39 PM	#47 (permalink)
Apokx Yo dawg, I herd u like... Location: memes.	Actually,it was more concern for himself and others.Feeling destructive is normal,but his post was worded as "I have to constantly be conscious of it and not let them become reality" which worried me.

08-23-2004, 04:45 AM	#48 (permalink)
Diamond Guest	I kind of wondered if anyone else ever had those thoughts.... at least I know I'm either a) not completely nuts or b) just as nuts as a bunch of other nuts. I can be looking at someone or talking to someone and the thought of pummeling them just pops into my head. Never done anything but it kind of weirds me out. Maybe they got it coming, dunno...

08-23-2004, 01:40 PM	#51 (permalink)
ManWithAPlan Addict Location: M[ass]achusetts	that's horrible. women who use mind warfare have a special section on my shitlist =/. honestly, all i hear from women is that they want men to be straightforward and open about their feelings. well it goes both ways, if you're going to play mind games then that doesn't give us a reason to expose ourselves. __________________ In the end we are but wisps

08-24-2004, 05:31 PM	#52 (permalink)
absen\|t Banned	stop with the emotional beating, wen my girl does that it messes with my head, drives me mad. women are too good at that, i mean men we just use our bodys to fight women use there minds and kick our buttsz

08-24-2004, 06:49 PM	#53 (permalink)
ManWithAPlan Addict Location: M[ass]achusetts	i find that commend disempowering to my manhood. i can use mind warface just as well as a girl. i just choose not to. __________________ In the end we are but wisps