Re: Re: sudden random impulses to destroy
 

Did you take a bunch of cough syrup by any chance? DXM will cause weird waking dream stuff like that. One time I got really sick and took too much Robitussin. I was sitting at my computer in the office, having IM conversations with people, walking around, etc. Then I had a sudden realization that I actually had my head down on the desk and was just imagining it all. That was definitely odd.

if i stay up too late talking on aim, or if i have an argument on aim i will have dreams of talking to them, one time i actually reached up and started typing against my bedstand in my sleep....

it's really annoying because sometimes i'm not sure if things actually happened or not

i usually take it out on my own body

one time a while ago i woke up in the middle of the night and started pounding on my chest (like in the movie fear). so i had a nice big bruise there. another time i choked myself with my hand until i was almost unconcious so i could finally get some sleep... the drama of being a teenager, lol.

You should probably get counseling,you know,before one of your fantasies becomes reality.

lets not be judgemental and intolerant? :)

Actually,it was more concern for himself and others.Feeling destructive is normal,but his post was worded as "I have to constantly be conscious of it and not let them become reality" which worried me.

I kind of wondered if anyone else ever had those thoughts.... at least I know I'm either a) not completely nuts or b) just as nuts as a bunch of other nuts. I can be looking at someone or talking to someone and the thought of pummeling them just pops into my head. Never done anything but it kind of weirds me out. Maybe they got it coming, dunno...

i don't know, but yesterday i reached a new low... i was at one point too angry to even want to break something (i never knew i could be that angry). then i had a very nerve-racking experience and afterwards i tumbled out of my chair when trying to get up and started convulsing on the floor... i kinda wanna go back to breaking stuff.

How about a sudden and compelling urge to be spiteful?
I mean, I don't *really* want to destroy my husband, but I wouldn't mind a little emotional beat down going his way.

that's horrible. women who use mind warfare have a special section on my shitlist =/.

honestly, all i hear from women is that they want men to be straightforward and open about their feelings. well it goes both ways, if you're going to play mind games then that doesn't give us a reason to expose ourselves.

stop with the emotional beating, wen my girl does that it messes with my head, drives me mad. women are too good at that, i mean men we just use our bodys to fight women use there minds and kick our buttsz

i find that commend disempowering to my manhood. i can use mind warface just as well as a girl. i just choose not to.