I am waiting.

I'm patiently content with the walls I face...

I want to shred this container of space and time.

The avenging shadows and the decifering light.

The power is there, the battery is weak.

In desperate need of a good months sleep.

Scared and alone but glad to be alive.

As I wake up this moring with the world pissing in my face, all I say is.. you missed a spot.

one tired, ornery, cranky sonofabitch.

New saying for the month: "Love is Chemistry, Sex is Physics, but Kinkiness requires Engineering."

A ghost running from the past.

Existence is a minor detail.

I am the monster.

Veritas en Lux!
Jimmy The Hutt

The light in a world of darkness.

Standing on the stairway of progress, looking up at the many stairs ahead, and thinking this is the one step toward her self-improvement. :)

A friend of mine once told someone who insulted me that I am destined for greatness and I am starting to believe it.

Asta!!

Expanding beyond horizons.

Oh my, how the mighty has fallen...

keeping her secrets inside, for only when she's bound to her loneliness, she allows herself to cry.

I was but a simple man who wondered off the path laid in front of him to discover the cruelties of this world that would ravage his soul and crucify his spirit leaving him empty and without hope, and if not for the love of an angel sent by god to resurrect my spirit and patch my soul, I would still be that man.


It is a long sentence, but it is only one sentence.

I am a post-modern industrial protagonist that believes in Renaissance rather than revolution with a penchant for inappropriate laughter and solemn apology who decided long ago that I would rather present myself as a gentleman's rouge instead of the other way around.

I think I can fly this time.

I couldn't.

Live richly, and share that richness with others.

An empty vessel seeking to be filled with the love of God and man.

Sometimes, when the world seems to be standing still in a quagmire, it is necessary to get up and dance to keep from sinking.

I am, quite simply, a twenty year old man striving to become a day older, a dollar shorter, and more than I've ever been before.

Paving the road as i walk it.

Cursed with the memory of the way I used to be.

Addicted to everything.

My worse fear is becoming the thing behind the dumpster in Mulholland Drive.

"Skinny, white, and just right"

Just a girl searching for what she has forever lost.

Wandering through life wondering where the journey will end, sometimes overwhelmingly so!

Frustrated, angry, sad, all wrapped up in one useless ball of flesh.

Pulling phoenix feathers together so's I can light it up again.

Trying to gain what once was lost, without losing myself.

Confused and scared, bold and strong!

Just for fun :

Here's me :

I'm not the most attractive person, but beauty and brains don't come in a package, and I can't say I'm stupid.


--- which is also.. my signature.. awesome? :) indeed.

Spanxxx is about 6'2", 170 pounds, in his late [late] twenties with brown hair, green eyes, and a pointy chin.

If you have seen this man.....

What? Didn't they say describe yourself?