Am I dead
 

I wrote this just months after I got cancer....


Where am I.
Where am I going.
I know theres somting out there.
More than this.
I turn to you.
But i feel no differnt.
Why do I have to fell this way.
Is it somthing I have done?
Somthing I said?
I cant hide the way Im felling about my life any more.
I fell Im gone or Im losing it.
Im getting stomed in the ground and it hurts more that i know possable.
Back are turning people are just closing there eyes.
The burn is coming out, and everyone says theres nothing wrong with me.
Yea its the way I live.
Not knowing myself.
I dont know whats ok.
I try and I try .
I please everyone but ME!!!