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Oh, Sweet This
Oh, sweet this
caress thy heart so full
I belong to a soul made up for me
its wreched beats that flutter a wave
can you not overbear the distance
as hesitant as day
within it I hold a gateway - open for much grace
passion steps down
leering the depth in anything around
go I now by the meadow
you can hardly see me - you can hardly breathe me
only one star and one thousand moons
may you be embedded with me tonight -
Oh, sweet this
kiss me near - kiss me away
in solitude the mirth - golden at birth
Oh, sweet, sweet this
a thing not seen before
Oh, sweet, sweet this
I scream for only at least your voice
dampen me; limbs fall into you at night
in the water of clouds
under the white sun
drink in - a potion my own
delicately - me I stand
sweet nothing, you soar
mine eyes closed
sweet nothing you are.

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Oh, Sweet This- A continuation
What I see - oh, sweet this
behind the door
the door, oh, sweet this
the rain - like petals
soft on me - oh, sweet this
sweet you
sweet nothingness is full
look at my face - sweet whatever
sweet you
you are me - oh, sweet this
sugar is sour - bitter the sound
you are me - I am sweet
I melt into you - oh, sweet you
sweet this
this knife within me cuts me
with sweet purity
I exit from you - oh, sweet this
to pass on - Oh, sweet me.

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Fire In Essense
Planted into fertile soil
a flower soaking up life
in the middle of nowhere
petals penetrate their preciousness
but yet one
huddles near the soulbreaches the promise
with fear of giving up
this light closes in
changing the path of wind
brushing against its breast
calling its name
crying for love
no comfort has aroused
under the golden truth
neither has it withered away
of dying at the wait
approaching is time too fast
so scorn the ancient passion
for fire in essense
to feel a peaceful fall.


These first poems/prose were written in 96/97 in my junior & sr. year of high school- first semester of college.

ForgottenKnight

I like "Fire In Essense" the most out of the three, but my favorite set of lines was
in "Oh,Sweet This- A continuation." Thanks for sharing!

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thank you! more coming..........

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If you know Love......

If you know love
you let the light shine through
you will climb any wall
you will not fear

If you know love
you do not hold on
you do not hide
you do not worry

If you know love
you share it with the world
you embrace every moment
you always trust

If you know love
you have joy
you run with the wind
you cry with a smile

If you know love
you hold nothing back
you listen to your soul
you do not doubt

If you know love
you do not need
you accept everything
you only see beauty

If you know love
You show respect
You are open
You grow in wisdom.

Love is All There Is
It is within us all
You cannot search for it
Outside of your Self
and when you know love
words are so limiting
and when you know love
you have everything.

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“I’m All In You”

Now I see
The eyes that you gave me
Now I’ll be
The star that you made me
I’m all in you.
That day
When you held me for the first time
That gaze
When I loved you for the first time
I was all in you.
Time has flown
Beneath our feet
Now I’m grown
And you can’t believe
But it was worth the wait
You have shown me the way.
Now I see
The eyes that you gave me
Now I’ll be
The star that you made me
I’m all in you.

-to my father

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Master Novel

I’ve folded my book
I’m fast asleep
Dousing my subconscious realm of reality
Into something unexplained
Dreams I take like acid
I try to tear them open
Dust them piece by piece
Upsetting or riveting
Golden or rust
It’s immeasurably in tact
Fit as it was born before me
Developed underneath the cloth of me
And dumped inside of me
At the time of conceiving
Chasing, racing within me
A Master Novel
Portraying no one but
In a painting like the sea
I blow my own self away
Where is this all
It is all a part of me
I don’t know myself
I have to find
Don’t know what all I can do
Greatness somewhere
Flowing through my very veins
My body is only my mind
Expanded to the ends of the earth
The chain is invisible
I only see traces
Yet to see it all
I’ll carry myself to anywhere
Able to see myself sleeping.

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“The Trees”

Blink this fairy tale away
I’m living a whorish life
Feel my calmness as it breaks
My teeth overlap my soul now.

Nothing I can do
To make my face unknown
Renown
Please
I need a day
To fly away
To non-existing lands
To tear my thoughts
Shredding them to millions.

Peeking at a new morning
With nothing but myself
Start all over
Out of the blue
Into the ocean I flow.

I want to be an angel
Living but so good
Nothing I do
Will be the devil’s friend
But the angel
Would burn his hands.

Blink to innocence now
What is this world?
Or is it I?
I want to get out of it
Fuck me
Or this life I’m living
This joke
This dream of me.

Just maybe I’m not real
Nothing is real
Oh, God
Why me?
I want to just lay my flesh
Upon burning forks
So I can feel
How I made others.
But, no, I will not
Be of the devil
Not be his daughter of hell
I will wait
I will pray
This must lead to a brighter place
One that seems so far
Escaping this would only kill me
And destroy what I could earn.

I leave to look at myself
To figure out a destiny
Where I’ll go
Who I’ll be
All depends on the trees.